hm…got to sleep at 6am, awake at 8am, slept sorta til 10. great.
don’t have anything i want to say. did the bowling thing etc….yeah. that’s it.
want to go back to school now, need to talk to danielle and joe, tell them i’m not staying here to watch fear. cuz that was the plan, but i’ve changed them. cuz i’m driving, and i can.
ok dude vh1 too hot for tv contdown…#14 nin videos… there was SO totally something they showed that i’ve never seen before. oh maybe it’s the burn video…haha happiness in slavery video. um… they said starfuckers video was 2 years after HIS…um…i might not be up on when Closure was released, if that’s what they’re counting but i’m pretty damn sure it was more than 2 years. yeah positive. get ur damn info right already. lol great trent interview clips…
i think it’s funny how mtv and vh1 do like the exact same shows but change it a bit. cuz now they’re showing the edited and unedited parts of the closer video side by side.. just like they did on mtvs controversial video show last week . reminds me, i was watching vh1 classic last night before i left the house, and they were doing a censorship marathon playing videos that supposedly caused controversy or something. some i understood, like they always think madonna’s “like a prayer” was so bad…but then bruce springsteen’s “born in the usa”?? didn’t get that…ok now vh1 said trent produced manson’s first 2 albums… um i could be VERY wrong about this but i thought only produced antichrist…hmmm.
it’s been concluded that i know too much information about too many people and it’s screwing with me, cuz i dunno how to handle it and i’m bad at confronting people etc etc etc. don’t know how to approach people, and just…shit. i think everyone should come clean about everything to everyone and be honest, and don’t fuck around with people’s heads and all that happy horse shit. so then i don’t have to deal with it *selfish and don’t care, i’m tired of it*
it’s not that i don’t want to know things about my friends, and their lives and shit….cuz i want to be involved, i don’t want people to stop telling me stuff cuz of this… it’s when it gets fucked up and super complicated and dramatic, that’s when i get tired of it, and wish ppl would just come clean. cuz i don’t like having to be stuck in the middle of shit that doesn’t involve me, because of the things i know. don’t like knowing stuff when i can’t bring it up and mention it cuz it’ll ruin everyones lives…or at least cause trouble. arg
*sigh* back at school.
“Metal Hammer magazine has reported that the long-awaited Tapeworm project has finally entered the studio to begin recording thier debut album.” YAY!!!! exciting. finally we can maybe hear “vacant” the way it’s intended to be sometime in the near future. however this means probably no new nin stuff for a while.