i currently have 839 mp3s on my computer for a total of 61 hours of music. and that isn’t accurate cuz some of the files are messedup so they dont have times listed…wow.
i did something i shouldn’t have today. i reread all these emails that i have on 2 unlinked pages on my site that are about when i was in love with tim summer 98. it was good cuz i remembered everything that happened, and how great it was, and how great he was. and it was bad cuz i remembered how great it was and how great he was….and he’s not around anymore. well i guess he is, but i don’t know where. last i heard he was in NT at his moms, and he was back together with Lisa, but that was like… 2 years ago. wreatha saw the two of them arguing in the noco parking lot, and the cops were called. or something. i haven’t seen him since summer 99, he came into mcds one day, of course i was working and scummy. it was funny, cuz i had told Julie about him, and she was there the day he came in. i was in the crew room and she ran back and was like sara i think tim is here. so i freaked, and like ran up there. later she was like, he is SO hot, u were right. and i said something about thank god he didn’t work here anymore, or i knew julie would be all over him and she was kinda pissed at me that i said that LOL. not my fault she’s a drug whore LOL. but yeah… that was the last time i’d seen him. and summer 00 was when wreatha saw him. i wish he’d just come in one day. i don’t even care if he didn’t remember me, i just want to see him.
and i wonder what julie is doing now. i haven’t heard that she went back to jail or anything. i saw her last summer… i think… nope, summer 00 i saw her. she came through drive thru one day after she got out of rehab and the halfway house and she was living with her boyfriend in niagara falls i guess. haven’t heard anything about her since. maybe she died. i would think my mom would tell me if there was an obit for her in the paper. i would hope my mom wouldn’t be that mean as to not tell me. and when i say maybe she died i’m being serious…she is a heroin addict, and has hep C and probably aids…so it’s very likely she could have died. it’s a shame she’s so fucked up, cuz she’s so awesome. ah well…
need to go do something to make me unsad now
omg there is this super rad popmart tour messenger bag that i want so bad, but its on ebay for 75 dollars LOL
went out to dinner with my parents tonight. we went to Buca de beppos in cheektowaga. it’s SO great. the outside is all neon and cheesy, and the inside is equally cheesy. it’s an italian restaurant, and the whole inside is done in those big colored christmas light bulbs, and tons of pictures of italian people, and other italian stuff. and one small order of pasta serves 4 people. LOL it’s spectacular. i enjoyed it greatly. and me and my dad got free drinks (they forgot to charge us lol).
then went to galleria cuz my mom was intent on spending my limited gift certificate from my birthday. so i found a pair of black pants…yes another pair of black pants. these are kinda nylon-ish, but nice so i could probably wear them to an interview. then i went to the expensive music store, and YES as i said, they had the popmart vid. it was 20$ so i bought it….no one else has it, so..whatever. so i guess i’m going to go watch the rest of the sabres game…
but oh yeah… for sale in express, are rosaries…to wear…as necklaces….hmm who started that trend? could it be bono?!? hehe