i feel loved
from email “Your dreams are the BEST! I hit your site by complete accident while looking up “tornado dreams”. I have psychotic dreams too, but yours are more interesting than mine are. I’ve told my sister, who also has cool dreams, to visit your site. Keep up the good work, this is the best read on the web.”

wasn’t that nice? and speaking of dreams… i remembered a flash of one i had last night. It’s my first WTC sept11th related dream…i mean first directly related one…I think i was actually at the WTC when it happened in the dream, and I was looking through an opening from underneath a car and i was watching the towers collapse and hit the ground. someone was with me, but i don’t know who it was.

so i went to the extra credit talk. it was this guy talking about violent media and the family…he mentioned Sept 11th news coverage towards the end, which prompted the flashback to my dream. but it was interesting. a much better look at violent tv and video games then other reports….totally didn’t point the finger and say TV = bad, get rid of TV…but he asserted the fact that it is a risk factor, and parents can totally mediate the effects by talking to their kids about what they watch etc…now i gotta write up the summaries for my 2 classes.

i also talked to dr ballard about my neuropsych paper. totally didn’t realize i had to do this 2nd part. it’s not hard, its just a table of all the articles i read…summarizing them more or less. so i’m gonna do that after i write my summaries….it’ll organize them in my mind so i can start writing the paper. ug. i hate papers.

i saw dr mounts today…he is so cute. i love him. i wish i could take more classes with him cuz he’s so funny. he doesn’t know who i am. oh and at the talk, there were no seats left except first row. whatever, so i went to sit in one of them, after i sat down i realized i was sitting next to dr lynch. great. i mean, nothing wrong with that, at least he KNOWS for definite sure that I was there, since i was right next to him LOL…but i was paranoid he was looking at what i was writing the whole time LOL. and he definitely has a batman watch LOL.

 

am i delusional to believe things that bono says?…i mean he says some of the most emotion laden things, that i really want to believe are from the heart. that he’s being sincere…. i think that if i found out he wasn’t being sincere about alot of what he says, i’d be really devastated LOL…i mean life would go on and everything. but i think part of what makes me love him so much is his sincerity. and i really do believe he means much of what he says…he works for alot of good causes, u2’s always been a political band…and why do all that if you didn’t mean it…

this was all spurred on by bono’s ramble at the end of “walk on” from NJ recently…he’s wearing the shirt of one of the fire fighters (or maybe police) who died on sept 11th, thanking him for wearing the uniform for us all his life, that he’s now singing with the angels…etc. and that would be SUCH a cliche thing to do at this point in time…from anyone else i would suspect it would be all about looking good in the media…but for him, i really think it’s something he really means, really cares about, etc….

if michael jackson did that, i’d be like “oh give it up already…”….i mean, bono cried into the US flag in Hamilton, I was touched beyond belief…michael jackson wraps himself up in the US flag during the DC concert for america thing, and I’m like “oh please, that’s so lame”…i don’t know…i’m so tired.

something is wrong with my eye. feels like it’s being stabbed LOL…i wrote the intro page to my paper. writing the rest tomorrow. so you know what that means right? lots of blogging all night long!

 

reading random blogs… found one with an entry that is so perfect!

stolen from http://echocracker.blogspot.com/

“Haven’t you read my blog?

That is what comes out of my mouth a lot lately. I am getting to the point that I don’t even talk to people anymore. If we do talk and one of us mentions something that happened in our lives and the person doesn’t know what we are talking about we say, “haven’t you read my blog?”

I worry if people don’t blog for a few days. I wonder if everything is okay. I was saying to someone today, “Is (fill in name) doing okay? They haven’t blogged in a week!” ”

LOL THATS SO GREAT!!!

i blog too much… i blog too much stupid shit, which forces the posts that are actually good, and the ones i think deserve comments, down farther….ug