{"id":5626,"date":"2004-09-11T17:07:56","date_gmt":"2004-09-11T21:07:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/?p=5626"},"modified":"2015-12-05T17:08:12","modified_gmt":"2015-12-05T22:08:12","slug":"5626","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/2004\/09\/11\/5626\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>more proof that &#8220;the autobiography of vivian&#8221; is about me LOL. i can&#8217;t go a page without reading something that was pulled out of my brain<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;then i started thinking, when was he going to call? what if he didn&#8217;t call me soon enough and i wanted to call him? yuck! this is why i hate relationships, why i hate being &#8220;in like&#8221;! it feels like one big settlement when you can&#8217;t act or say or do or call, for that matter, when you want to! i was just fine before i met him. having john on my brain just sucked. consistently overanalytical and <i>never allowing a good moment to be just that<\/i>, i thought long and hard about why my satisfaction had earned a &#8220;dis&#8221; just moments after he left. was i needy? immature? did i like him more than he liked me? hi i&#8217;m vivian and i&#8217;m a freak!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>lol<\/p>\n<p>and tony got promoted at work again! he&#8217;s full floor now, congrats to him. he deserves it<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>more proof that &#8220;the autobiography of vivian&#8221; is about me LOL. i can&#8217;t go a page without reading something that <span class=\"ellipsis\">&hellip;<\/span> <span class=\"more-link-wrap\"><a href=\"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/2004\/09\/11\/5626\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span>Continue Reading &rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5626","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5626","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5626"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5626\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5627,"href":"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5626\/revisions\/5627"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5626"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5626"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5626"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}