one of my players half ass asked to take me out today. i fucked it up tho. he said i need to get a weekend off so he can take me out. so i said no way is that gonna happen. then i realized that sounded really bad, like i wasnt interested, so i tried to cover it up by saying that the casino keeps me prisoner there, that they wont even give me a monday off. i say no more dating players, but really, what have i got to lose? he’s 2 year younger than me. cuz i saw his drivers license lol. but whatever. it won’t happen.<\/p>\n
i started reading a new book called lady las vegas. it’s a memoir written by a woman who’s father ran the flamingo after bugsy siegel was killed. there was a line that i found terribly appropriate for myself: …i run on instinct, immediately like or dislike someone, make snap judgements, and never change my mind. my loyalties to my friends and family run deep and true, but i know i am not easy to know. i am on guard…<\/p>\n
got my new order of film for the vacation. i bought kodak tmax film that was imported cuz its only 2 bucks a roll instead of 3. and i figure, whats the difference if it was imported or not?? so hopefully its not totally fucked up or something. i need to buy color film. i decided i’m horribly tired of black and white. i need to go back to dansville with color. i think thats why i hate my dansville pics so much. i just wanted color so bad.<\/p>\n
dinner with amy was good. perkins, the usual it seems lately. caught up on things with her, and bitch about boys and all that good stuff. work was hectic as saturdays always are in roulette. got the biggest insult ever when a lady told me i look like celine dion.<\/p>\n
i decided i don’t feel like going to the APC show in rochester on the 26th…i dont want to drive out there, drive back home late, and get up early the next day for vacation. but eric doesn’t want the ticket, and i dont have anyone else to sell it to. i guess i’ll decide after the toronto show. or i just wont go and be out 30$. whatever.<\/p>\n
found out i have 5 sick days at work. so if orgy really is playing toronto on may 10th, i will be able to call in for it. and for bowie at shea’s of course.<\/p>\n
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orgy is indeed playing toronto on may 10th, at lee’s palace (not the opera house as previously thought). no ticket info still. will keep checking ticketmaster. guess i can’t cut my hair til after may 10th now haha<\/p>\n
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launch radio is like having all my cds on random, and then other shit thrown in. and you know what? i really don’t like radiohead. i can recognize that they are talented, and not sell outs…but they just bore me. same with coldplay. boring. no thanks. next….<\/p>\n
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