{"id":5074,"date":"2003-09-30T16:20:09","date_gmt":"2003-09-30T20:20:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/?p=5074"},"modified":"2015-11-29T16:22:03","modified_gmt":"2015-11-29T21:22:03","slug":"5074","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/2003\/09\/30\/5074\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>lots of dreams about psych center\u00a0last night. about casing the joint trying to find ways in. and that my new boyfriend, &#8216;the boy&#8217;, was all about trying to help me find a way in. and tony was around too, wanting to help me in. a few other casino peeps were there too. i kept saying how it\u00a0was my graceland, but &#8216;graceland&#8217; wasnt the term i wanted to be using, but i couldn&#8217;t think of anything else. so i started saying that it\u00a0was my mount everest, tho that wasn&#8217;t what i wanted to say either.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>news flash!! IT&#8217;S FREAKING COLD OUT! brrrrrrrr \u00a0cold and rainy. i really need to get myself a new coat(s). i need a good fall coat. something slightly warmer than my black coat i abducted from my mom, and more stylish than my army coat i just bought. gonna have to do some serious shopping. not like i can afford it given my unseen expenses. but yeah. definitely need some new coats.<\/p>\n<p>and wtf is it with me and old men. yet another old man was telling me i&#8217;m beautiful WHAT THE HELL. what, are men in their 40s the only people who can see how much of a great person i am\/can be??? are they the only men who think i&#8217;m worth anything? why can&#8217;t the old man i want to be interested in me, be interested in me? wait. i take that back. he was interested in me, he just had that little girlfriend problem. and he wasn&#8217;t that old either haha. but yeah. so what&#8217;s that now&#8230;4 men twice my age who for some reason think i&#8217;m fascinating?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>lots of dreams about psych center\u00a0last night. about casing the joint trying to find ways in. and that my new <span class=\"ellipsis\">&hellip;<\/span> <span class=\"more-link-wrap\"><a href=\"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/2003\/09\/30\/5074\/\" class=\"more-link\"><span>Continue Reading &rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5074","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5074","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5074"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5074\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5075,"href":"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5074\/revisions\/5075"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5074"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5074"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/delirious.icenine.org\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5074"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}