i need to stop thinking really bad things about people, cuz everything i keep thinking keeps coming true. i might have only said this to carolyn, but i had wished that i’d run into goth joe…who’d i see tonight…goth joe. and i’ve been wishing for some pretty bad things to happen to ppl lately so i better stop before they come true, since i don’t really mean them. i should start wishing about winning big in vegas \ud83d\ude42 but anyway…goth joe. yeah he gained weight. and he’s such a fucking coke head (which makes no sense cuz he gained weight), but goddamnit he’s still hot. arg. but over him. totally. he remembered me, which was more than i can say for tim. and saw this other girl from high school who i think was surprised to see me show up where we showed up. yeah. long story. not blog suitable. lol<\/p>\n
i fucking reek of smoke. BLAH now i gotta shower tomorrow \ud83d\ude09 eric will be home so we’re gonna check out the new record store, and joe said he’d call or something. oh reminds me, i should see who won the game…oh hell yeah Avs in OT!! woo hoo<\/p>\n
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when i wake up in the morning my hair sticks straight up just like paige haley’s before he shaved it. lol. i rock. my mom left a note to let her know if i want to go to wendy’s for lunch, and well….i do and she’s not here. so….yeah. and she made coconut cake which i want to devour right now HAHA. starving.<\/p>\n
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yeah ok i signed up to do a support thing for Jay Gordon’s record label divison 1. and i got email from them today about membership information…theres 2 types…professional and non professional membership…100 or 65$…you get all access laminates to concerts and free shit, and press passes to events and stuff…yeah. how can i not want to do this ROFL. but i’m so torn cuz yeah, i’m broke. there’s only 200 spots for both, so i’d have to do it all fast and not wait til after my vacations when i have money. arg. but come on, this is supposed to go to ppl who support orgy, and who has supported orgy the past 4 years?! ME! so i should do it lol.<\/p>\n
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well went out with eric for a while. went to check out the record store but it was closed so i guess we’re gonna go tomorrow. hit some thrift shops and media play before going home at like 9:30. media play has one of those claw game machines with the stuffed animals in it. well their machine has THE best stuffed…thing… in it of all time. it’s this amazingly rad stuffed world trade center thing. it’s silver, and it has the two towers with the TV antenna on the top of the one tower. omg it’s the greatest thing ever. but i know i’d never be able to win it so i didn’t even try. that makes me sad. i think i’m going to start a collection of cheesy 9-11 souveniers…but i have to pick them out myself. so don’t anyone be buying me them – stick to the floatie pens \ud83d\ude42 if someone wants to go to the media play near sheridan and win me the stuffed towers, that’d be ok tho \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n
didn’t do anything with joe. had emailed a few times with no ideas of what to do. i told him to call if he wanted to go with me and eric to check out the store but he didn’t. oh well. heading back to school tomorrow after dinner i guess. i dunno when everyone else was going to be getting back home.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"