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i stole this from steph. i don’t feel like getting dressed and starting the day.
15 Years Ago, I:
1. was 6 (i had to use a calculator to figure that out)
2. was in first grade
3. liked joe gotowko hehe
4. best friends with angela
5. played with barbies

10 Years Ago, I:
1. i was 11
2. was in 6th grade (i think)
3. i liked kris kreiger
4. still played with barbies 🙂
5. still best friends with angela

5 Years Ago, I:
1. was 16
2. was in 11th grade
3. was dating psycho
4. was working at mcdonalds
5. was planning my trip to London

2 Years Ago, I:
1. was 19
2. had mono
3. had just seen NIN in toronto
4. continued to have no idea what i wanted to do with my life
5. wanted to end the year asap

1 Year Ago, I:
1. was 20
2. lived in suffolk hall
3. had just seen 3 econoline shows in a row (or was about to see 3 in a row, i forget)
4. wondering what kind of car i was going to get
5. studying for exams (not likely haha)

Yesterday, I:
1. finished classes at geneseo forever
2. watched the nin dvd
3. went to amy and sarah’s
4. watched hedwig and the angry inch
5. was pissed off most of the day

Today, I:
1. woke up
2. went back to sleep
3. woke up again
4. tried to sleep but got up
5. turned on computer

Tomorrow, I:
1. continue to do adolescent review sheet if i’m not done with it today
2. try to start studying for adolescent
3. have dinner hopefully
4. ?
5. ?

Five Snacks I Enjoy:
1. nachos
2. ice cream
3. chips and dip
4. goldfish crackers
5. sweettarts

Five Songs I Know All the Words To, Even Without the Music:
1. most orgy songs.
2. most nin songs
3. most apc songs
4. most mj songs but this is going downhill fast
5. lots of u2 songs

Five Games I Like:
1. snood
2. spite and malice
3. solitare
4. tetris
5. mario

Five Things I Would Buy With $1000:
1. food
2. dts setup
3. flat screen monitor
4. new clothes
5. a life

Top Five Musicians Lately (or Last 5 CDs in the CD Player):
1. nin – downwardspiral
2. deftones – whitepony
3. tea party – interzonemantras
4. garbage – 2.0
5. u2 – achtungbaby

Five Bad Habits I Have:
1. hating everyone lol
2. chewing my fingers
3. swearing excessively hahha
4. having no future
5. eh theres too many more to name

Five Things I Would Never Wear:
1. fluffy poofed out ball gown thing
2. a normal wedding dress
3. stuff from abercrombie
4. pants up to my boobs
5. ???

Five TV Shows I Like:
1. fear
2. the osbournes.
3. snl reruns
4. gh even tho i havent seen it in months
5. ……..

Five Places I’ve Lived:
1. kenmore
2. north tonawanda
3. saratoga terrace
4. suffolk hall
5. ontario hall

My Top Five Biggest Worries at the Moment:
1. money
2. job
3. future
4. money to move far away
5. no future

My Top Five Biggest Joys at the Moment:
1. almost done almost done almost done
2. graduation, so i can leave forever
3. new orleans
4. vegas
5. trent

danielle and i went to amy and sarah’s last night. we watched them make cupcakes for danielle for her birthday. amy cooked them on broil instead of bake ROFL So they have a crispy shell on top, but they’re still good. and sarah made the frosting herself, no canned frosting for us. so they were good. then we watched hedwig, so that rocked. it was cool to hang with them, since it’ll most likely never happen again.

today i have to start my adolescent review sheet in hopes that i can take some of the info in and get a better grade on the final. once again, there’s alot of material on the exam, so blah. and it’s still all review. how many times have i learned about adolescent drug use?!?! like 4….but i’ll still do bad on the final.

i forgot to mention yesterday but i love my comp art proff. he’s really weird. he’s got a bizarre sense of humor, and i think he’s funny but i can understand how alot of people would think he was just weird. so he sent us emails yesterday that said “Come by and sign up for your bagel of preference” hahahahahahahaha i was rofl-ing. i swear to god someone is on my roof, and there have been no workers around in ages (hense the reason our bathroom light still isn’t fixed, 7 weeks later).

i should get dressed etc….

my internet keeps dying on me, so i’m guessing that’s a sign to do my adolescent review sheet. went to denny’s for dinner with amy and mike (and danielle of course) came back and started the review sheet. but 3 hours later, i’m almost done with 1 chapter lol. 4 more to go.

and i wanted to say that i really hope at least one bootleg shows up from the 2 recent tea party shows. i dunno why, but suddenly i want them. so hopefully they’ll be floating around kazaa and stuff over the summer, or maybe bootleg guy at the flea market will have them. i’d think waterstreet was recorded since it’s easier than a sunset slut to get a recorder inside. don’t ask me where that analogy just came from lol.

 

ad emails of the day:
GET A HUGE HORSE COCK
transexuals
soccer mom forced to suck and swallow
rape sex
ebony boning ivory

nice.

 

 

i spent an hour watching danielle and 2 of her bio friends get drunk before their class. lol too funny. they’re supposed to come back when their class is over, but i won’t be here. 1 more hour until my last class at geneseo ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we’re supposed to hang out with amy and the suffolk girls tonight, but dunno what’s going on tonight, or if we’re gonna do it tomorrow. i guess i’ll find out later.

since fridayfive.org is broken again, i was told it’s my turn to make one up
1. if you were to fight to the death in a duel what type of weapon would you choose? whips…like in the old west lol. reminds me of the SNL skit “the whipmaster” hahaha
2. if you could have any animal kill you, what animal would it be?panther rarr lol
3. if you were an oscar winning actor(ress) and could play any movie roll past or present who would you play and why? baby houseman from dirty dancing LOL why… eh it would be fun, even tho i’d have to look at patricks lips the whole time barf
4. if you could have written any song, what song would it be? and all that could have been – nin 🙂 or like… billie jean
5. how many toes do you have? 10 thanks

even tho carolyn said it was my turn, she did her own too
1) who is your fave author? chuck palahniuk
2) what is your fave book? invisible monsters, daisy fay and the miracle man
3) do you prefer poetry or prose? prose even tho i’m not exactly sure what that means…i mean i DO but…whatever.
4) what book have u read the most times? dunno…dont read books over alot. i guess daisy fay cuz i’ve probably read it 3 times.
5) if you could be any character from any book who would you be? Danielle from Merivale Mall

 

classes are OVER!!! no more class in geneseo ever again, thank god! now i just have to do the exam thing, and blah graduation. which reminds me my mom owes me 100$. but anyway…going to amy’s tonight at 8 or 9 to hang out.

i think i’ve decided that i need to be a shut in again. i can’t deal with people. someone in clinical had such horrible breath and kept breathing at me, i almost died. and i hate drunk people when i’m not drunk too. lol. and leah is cooking ramen and the smell is making me sick LOL. i need to open a window.

i don’t know why i bothered to go to class today. we talked about research methods… have i not taken an entire semester class about research methods? have i not taken advanced stats and research methods? have i not taken 100 other psych courses that all begin with research methods? have i not RUN FREAKING EXPERIMENTS?!?!?! I KNOW EXPERIMENTAL METHODS BY NOW!!!!!!! ug, so boring. should have skipped, but ah well…

i went to bed at 11:25 last night LOL….campus internet went down. i felt like my life was unplugged. i had nothing else to do, how sad. so i read clinical, read some of the u2 book (carolyn: bono knows kris kristofferson…) and then i was like….ok, i guess i’m gonna go to bed then.

if anyone has any questions that would be good to ask a counselor about ethics, and patient confidentiality etc put them in the comments…cuz i need some, and have no idea…besides like “what’s ethics”… LOL.

i got a package today… it’s 1 of 2 things….mail bomb/anthrax or my candy from carolyn. let’s hope it’s #2. i gotta go to sundance to buy a book on adobe photo shop, like i have the money….and i desperately need sweettarts, so i gotta go to the gas station. they used to sell them there, so let’s hope…since carolyn claims not to have sent any in my package. but it’s way too windy out. if it wasn’t windy it’d be a gorgeous day, but alas…the wind ruins it all. maybe i’ll go anyway, i gotta mail something and stuff so…i could risk it i suppose.

 

NO ONE SELLS SWEETTARTS! WTF IS WRONG WITH STORES?!?!?!?! gas station didnt have them anymore. so now NO ONE has them….. i’m gonna die…

 

ok…w…t…f….!!! did willy wonka stop making sweettarts or something?! becase i’m at a candy warehouse, and you can buy boxes of candy…like remember bottlecaps?!?! well u can buy a case of them…and tart n tinys, and every other damn wonka brand candy EXCEPT SWEETTARTS!!!!!!!!!….or i forget…did i find out sweettarts weren’t wonka anymore…are they nestle?…hmm…u can buy a whole box of fundip… i’m so tempted lol. ok so sweettarts are a nestle product apparently… and u can buy a whole box of the little 3 packs… like the halloween candies… a 3000 count case for 57$…yeah that’s a bit too much for me to pay, for those tiny lil ones. WHY DONT THEY SELL A BOX OF THE ROLLS?!?!?!?! you can buy giant chewy sweettarts….WTF! i had these really disgusting candies in London…they were like, bears…like these wax bears that had gross liquid inside….they were revolting. i can’t remember what they were called tho…

i’m getting pissed off now…

 

AHHHHHHH I FOUND THEM!!!!!!!!! at the same site i was at before, that didn’t show me any results i wanted….Classic SweeTart rolls! Un-wrap the top and flip them into your mouth one by one. Display box contains 36 rolls. 19.80

now the question is, am i that desperate that i need to pay 20 bucks plus shipping for my very own box of sweettarts? ALL I WANT IS LIKE maybe 5 ROLLS!!!!! i don’t even think i can buy these, cuz it says min amt to be shipped to one place is 35$…i’m not about to buy 2 boxes…

if you eat a red and yellow sour patch kid at the same time, it’s really good…like berry lemonade

current mood: moral crisis over purchasing the sweettarts

 

LSD concealed in sweettarts….http://www.streetdrugs.org/lsd2.htm…..so that’s what those white dots are….THAT EXPLAINS EVERYTHING!

 

the gross brit jelly candies were Jelly Babies…and there is no good Jelly Babies website… no one describes how revolting they are anywhere…ah well. they’re so puke worthy.

 

so bored. trying anything to not do work

BASIC INFO:
Zodiac sign – cancer
School – geneseo
Color of eyes and hair – brown and red/brown
Height – 5’9
Pets – cat – ziggy stardust…she has her own webpage

HAVE YOU EVER:
Been in Love – nooooooo
Had an online romance – definitely not
Left the country – yes…canada, uk, greece
Been so drunk you blacked out – i don’t know 🙂 if i blacked out, i wouldn’t remember LOL
Gone out in public in your pajamas – of course.
Missed school because it rained – um yeah probably… ive skipped a total of like 3 classes ever…one of them was probably due to rain. i made carolyn call the psych department last week to ask if my professor was in, cuz i didn’t want to walk outside in the shitty wind and cold to get there and have class cancelled (and it was cancelled)
Set any body part on fire for amusement – LOL no but i’ve glued my fingers together for amusement
Cheated on a boyfriend or girlfriend – noo
Kept a secret from everyone – yeah hahahaha
Actually thrown shoes onto a phone wire – no…i dont do drugs.
Had an imaginary friend – no but i used to have conversations in my head with my internal voice…and i named the voice mary jo…
Had a crush on a teacher of the opposite sex – LOL yes…..*innuendo list* hahahahah
Ever at anytime owned anything New Kids On The Block – NKOTB ROCKS!!!!!!!!
Planned your week based on the TV Guide – no thats what a vcr is for….but i did used to have a weekly ritual of looking in the TV highlights part of the buffalo news tv topics to see if there were any mj programs on for that week….
Prank called someone – yeah before everyone on earth got caller ID! 😛 ruin all our fun
Been on stage – not with a band… like i didn’t get to go up and roll around on stage with bono or anything, but i was in a play, and in chorus and stuff….
Gotten in a car accident – nope but i’m waiting for it LOL
Made homemade fudge – no i tried once, but we didn’t have a candy thermometer
Seen the Eiffel Tower – not in person, yet.

FAVORITES:
Shampoo – i have this dandruff shampoo from aldi right now….
Soap – whatever’s there..
Color – black and silver
Movie(s) – Fight Club, Hedwig, waynes world, the crow
Day/Night – whenever i’m not bored
Band – NIN, Orgy, APC, U2, EC….who else is on my walls?…tool…stp…sw…inxs…
Type(s) of music – anything that doesn’t suck LOL…so that means, nothing that’s on the radio
Coffee or hot chocolate – um…depends on my mood (and cyndi…starbucks is THE WORST coffee ever…)
Cold or Hot – cold
Big or Little – now what exactly are we talking about here???? lol
Red or Blue – blue
New or Old – eh new….i dunno
Neve Campbell or Jennifer Love Hewitt – um, negative captain
Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt – braaaaaaaad
Old Madonna or New Madonna – old, all the way….
Character on Friends – i dont watch friends, it bores me, but i guess chandler – based on my old knowledge of the show
Character on Dawson’s Creek – never seen it, i was a 90210 chick
Soap Operas – gh
Cartoon(s) – simpsons

MY FRIENDS:
Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend – nooooooo
If no do you have a Crush – not on anyone in real life lol
Do you have a best friend – yes
Who do you go to the mall with the most – probably eric…cuz we’re always bored, and that kills a whole 30 minutes 😛
Who do you e-mail the most – whoever emails me the most.
Who have you known the longest of your friends – eric. we’re up to what? 16 years now…22-6….its said i need to press the lil calculator button to do that subtraction
Who’s the loudest – eric.
Who’s the shyest – danielle
Whose parents do you know the best – i dont really know anyone’s parents…
Who do you go to for advice – don’t seek out advice usually….fab four i’d say
Who do you get the most surveys from – I would have to say.. Sara..definitely Sara. (i only fill them out cuz i get them from you, cyndi)
Who are you jealous of – Ali Hewson ROFL

IN THE LAST TWENTY-FOUR HOURS HAVE YOU:
Helped someone – dont think so….
Cut your hair – no
Worn a skirt – NO! i dont wear skirts
Worn a tie – i’m a girl
Been mean – i’m always mean…:P
Been sarcastic – i’m always sarcastic…
Gone for a walk – i walked to sundance and the gasstation WHICH HAD NO SWEETTARTS!
Gone to the movies – i havent gone to the movies since august…and before that it was like 2 years hah…
Felt stupid – stupid? me?!?!
Said “I Love You!” – no
Written a letter – not exactly a letter
Written a paper – hahah thankfully not yet
Taken a test – online personality test, yes
Met someone new – um..not really
Written in a journal – i have a blog
Watched your favorite movie – saturday night
Given someone a present – no…
Had a serious talk – not in the last 24 hrs, few days ago…
Missed someone – nope
Been scared – YES, YES, thats a big fat YES!! why else do i continue to have a KNIFE in my BEDROOM!?

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU…
Wished upon a star – october, at the corn maze…lol
Laughed until you cried – i’m not adrienne
Played Truth or Dare – lol we sorta played a half ass version in an mps chat in december
Watched the sunrise/sunset – dont think ever
Spent quality time alone – um i’m usually alone lol
Lied – i’m not sure what a Lie is…
Read a book just for nothing – the entire book? i finished 2 over break…read some more of the u2 book last night
Told someone you hated them – to their face? LOL or over the phone to someone else?! lol…
Ditched a friend for a girl/guy – havent
Showered – yesterday
Ate a meal – what’s a meal? i only eat 1 thing at a time cuz i cant cook.
What are you wearing right now? dark grey turtleneck, jeans
Are you lonely – no
Are you happy – ehm not really
Are you hungry – always
How many friends to death – what? i dont understand the question
Are you talking to someone online – not at the moment
Have you or are you going to be taking any vacations this year – yes…vegas, new orleans and the cross country trip, and hopefully at some point ireland…
Are you ready for this survey to end – yeah sure, i thnk i want dinner now, and my hands are frozen.
How long did this survey take you to fill out – 18 minutes
Do you have any friends you should pay more attention to – i pay attention to my friends, they just dont write me back…
Do you want all your friends to do this and send it back – i’m not sending it to anyone….

the friday 5 a day late, cuz they weren’t up when i looked yesterday
1. Have you ever had braces? Any other teeth trauma? Yes…braces for about 2.5 years, retainer for 2 years or so…and 20 teeth pulled. 12 baby 4 permanent 4 wisdom.
2. Ever broken any bones? nope but always wanted to. i have always wanted a cast. when i got hurt in gym in 12th grade, i was so happy at the possibility my wrist was broken.
3. Ever had stitches? yes twice. on my back and in my mouth. the mouth ones were annoying cuz i played with them with my tongue all the time (insert fight club quote about tonguing the cut in your mouth here)
4. What are the stories behind some of your [physical] scars? i have a scar on my left hand because i burned it on the fry station light bulb wires at work. skin instantly came off, hurt SO bad. bad ugly scar. dont have many others.
5. How do you plan to spend your weekend? did some homework today, gonna watch hedwig tonight, more homework tomorrow and superbowl half-time woo hoo

carolyn and i have come up with a final count of 24 attending last nights party… of course, i don’t think we were all there at 1 given time LOL…it migrated outside, and next door…and to the hospital…but yup, 24. for me, that’s a huge success!

 

ok so at the party yesterday, all these boys who were visiting our neighbors decided to come party with us. they brought a camera. so i asked them if i could see the pics when they were done, gave them my IM name etc…well i totally didn’t think that they would actually come through… but an hr ago i got all of the photos in a zip file LOL…they are really funny, maybe i’ll post some later

 

cuz i don’t have anything else to be doing right now hehe

Last CD/vinyl/tape you purchased: ummm. let’s see….the tea party “transmission” i think…
Last music you listened to: u2
Last show you went to: u2 last saturday in hamilton 🙂
Last thing you watched on television: some stupid show on MTV starring Sum41…it was that or Mariah Carey…
Last thing you ate: spaghetti, biscuits, salad
Last item of clothing you bought: umm…i have no idea when the last time i bought anything was so…um…yeah, sorry, no clue
Last thing you said: “that’s gay”
Last person you saw: danielle.
Last time you felt scared: i’m scared every day about my lack of a future
Last time you cried: last saturday at u2…. *dork* hahahah NO WAIT.. even more *dork*… last sunday, in the car, listening to u2 LOL
Last time you said you were sorry: probably today, cuz everyone i hang around with constantly apollogizes for nothing
Last time you got into a fight: i don’t really get into fights.. i guess disagreement would be my mom last sunday… brought down my u2 high, grrrr
Last time you lied: probably today, i dunno… can’t think
Last person you kissed: i’m going to assume you mean a boy…and not family…LOL i dont even know who he was…
Last time you said “I love you”: sunday
Last time you felt inspired: i felt a bit inspired but then i couldn’t make a proper graphic so it went away..that was probably…tuesday
Last person you emailed: um.. either the u2 hamilton bootleg guy, or carolyn about pylon man love
Last movie you saw: i saw about 10 minutes of “Breakfast club” today
Last wish: LOL actually i wished last night cuz i saw a shooting star…and i’m so predictable that carolyn replied “i guess it didn’t come true cuz bono’s not here right now” LOL
Last words: that i said outloud? i already answered that.

happy october! best month of the year!

ok so my shit day is over…slept badly. woke up at 6:55 because of construction noise, and the fact i was paranoid about oversleeping. alarm was at 8:30…fell asleep a bit but kept hearing my housemates getting ready for class. but whatever. i had a dream that my test was postponed, i go to class and there is a big orange class cancellation notice on the door… for my professor!! for a moment i was overjoyed with happiness until i realized it wasn’t for our class. she cancelled her stat’s class, not neuropsych. so we still had our exam. had to answer questions 5 and 6… 5 was the big outline of mamalian brain divisions and structures inside them.. oh, and their functions…and 6 was about the thalamus and hypothalamus which i didn’t bother to study until this morning. the drawing was of a neuron, how easy is that, and the labels were only 9 of however many were there… so that i did fine on. and i looked over my outlines after and i remembered pretty much everything i had studied for my essays… still don’t know if that’s enough info for 35 pts, but i guess we’ll find out.

and i changed my cds today lol…put in u2 bsides which i’ve only ever listened to once, and put in duran duran medazzaland, cuz i got one of the songs in my head during psychopathology today… left in pop, cuz i’m not quite over my obsession with “do you feel loved?” yet… 🙂

hmm what else do i have to say? i’m tired as hell. was gonna skip psychopathology to go nap, but decided to go. i should have skipped cuz all we did was go over friday’s exam (got an 88)…we got our paper assignments too. big deal. i spaced out for the entire class period lol.

i don’t know if i ever mentioned this, but in batavia there were a couple of these big billboards and on them were pictures of jesus that said “behold i am coming” or something. well right after the attacks last month (jesus, it was last month already) i went home on a friday, the billboards were there, and then saturday when i came back, they were gone. they changed them to ads of the corn maze in Mt Morris, and there was a picture of the statue of liberty on the billboard. so i was like, wtf, jesus is gone, and now the statue of liberty is up…wtf does the statue have to do with the corn maze, or is that just some kind of patrotic statement after what happened. LOL wellll i found out today from danielle that the corn maze is in the shape of the statue this year LOL makes sense now. how appropriate 😛

 

i’m really really happy right now, and i feel stupid cuz i’m sitting here by myself laughing…no i’m not going psycho. there actually is a reason i’m so happy (it has nothing to do with u2 😛 so don’t even think it)….

i decided to go read the old IRC foo quotes…good times good times, back in the day. i miss it.. how sad is that? some of the funniest times in my life involved sitting in front of a computer talking to people across the world….well whatever. it was fun, we had some seriously good times on IRC…and meeting all the ppl i met in person etc…robin, sandy, em, mand, lau…various others. yeah we rocked.

 

even tho i’m revelling in sexy bono-ness at the moment…sometimes there are a reason B-sides are B-sides….

 

OMG carolyn has a survey that i filled out on…… JANUARY 28, 1998!!!!!!!!!! ROFLMAO this is too great! lets look at some highlights
(keep in mind, this is when i was a big dork… like i’m not a dork anymore)

SCREEN NAME: My AOLIM name is ImaMJfan98
NICKNAMES: My Awesome Friend Dan calls me Figgy
JOBS: Student, professional McDonalds worker (that hasn’t changed lol)
COOLEST EXPERIENCE: Going to England by myself
SCARIEST THING YOU’VE EVER DONE:Going to England by myself, because my plane had a 15 hr delay in Toronto and I was by myself and Ihad to go to a hotel all by myself and stuff
WHO I WANT TO MARRY: I really HOT brittish man, with a neat accent, and a cool name like Simon, or Alistare lol
FAV Performers/Music groups: Michael Jackson, INXS, The Rolling Stones, Metallica, Cranberries, STP, alternative stuff…I have weird tastes in music
FAV SUBJECT: IN SCHOOL? I HATE SCHOOL its so boring.. fav subject…righ tnow, English, and only because my teacher is SO HOT! AHH, I really hate english
FAV Quote:OH I have lots of fav quote http://www.geocities.com/soho/gallery/4265/ but if I hvae to pick one now, I made it up myself it would be ” I want to hate him so much, yet I wish to be with him” ( gee who would that one be about??) from the date of this survey, i’m going to guess i was talking about scott….

and looking at the recipients of the email, i sent it to my mom’s friend, and my cousin?!?! lol

i’m certainly alot more vague in my responses to surveys now…and alot funnier… even tho this survey was hysterical to read.

also i think i’ve decided that i kept refering to dan as “my awesome friend” because he was helping me out and giving me advice about scott….it’s gotta be that…why else would i call him that LOL he wasn’t that great…

 

i’ve hacked into carolyn’s email account, and i’m going through her “Sara” folder and looking at the emails i sent her that she kept…she has one from panther98@juno.com when i used to sign my emails “Sara 🙂 the self proclaimed Princess of Neverland” ROFL I TOTALLY FORGOT I USED TO DO THAT ROFLMAO!!!!!!