so fucking nervous and edgy, and hungry. ug. i’m awake way too fucking early for my own good.

PAST
· First grade teacher’s name: Mrs D’Angelo. she was the best
· Last word you said: “bye”
· Last song you sang: “heresy” – nin
· Last thing you laughed at: i don’t know
· Last time you cried: yesterday.

PRESENT
· What’s in your cd player: room right now, the downward spiral – nin, car – ultra – depeche mode
· What colour socks you’re wearing: currently not wearing any socks.
· What’s under your bed: cot, cardboard box, mj umbrella, posters, crap.
· What time did you wake up today? 4:15, 4:45, 5:15, 5:45, 8:30, 8:45

FUTURE
· Where do you want to go: away from here
· What is your career going to be: i wish i knew. . .
· Where are you going to live: hopefully near a city
· How many kids do you want: 0
· What kind of car will you have: a delorian 😛

CURRENT
· Current hair: crappy inbetween length, need to dye it
· Current clothes: black dickies, i love rockstars rhinestone shirt
· Current annoyance: my head
· Current smell: emporio armani
· Current longing: hahahah
· Current desktop picture: trent reznor
· Current favorite artist: trent reznor
· Current book: memnoch the devil – anne rice
· Current worry: oh christ, do you READ my blog?
· Current time-wasting wish: what?
· Current hate: myself
· Current favorite article of clothing: leather pants that i can never wear
· Current favorite word: fuck
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· One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: tim
· One person you wish was here right now: hahahaha
· A line from the last thing you wrote to someone: nite

ug. ug ug ug ug ug ug. i’ll be fine once i get to work. it cannot come fast enough.