our air conditioning turned on. it’s so freakin cold in here now. my window is open to help heat the place back up. it’s not THAT hot outside, we don’t need AC yet. i wish we had controls for this damn place. arg. annoying.
depeche mode dvd comes out may 27th. i’ll be in chicago/vegas. carolyn said she’s gonna buy it for me for my bday lol. er rather, she insinuated that she will. it’s got 2nd disc bonus stuff, martin gore singing a song in his dressing room. hah.
went to their official site and was like WOAH crucifixion imagery.
then i realized it wasn’t a picture of someone being crucified…and it changes each time u reload the page. i just happened to get the religious one. hahah
so anyway. sabres lost tonight. not like it matters. might have been rob ray’s last home game, so that’s kinda sad. would have been better to win, but he was star #1. isn’t that sweet? going to rit to do the cd thing tomorrow morning. no other plans for the weekend.
ah the weekend. yay. classes were boring today, of course. got exam back in poli sci. 96. 1 q i got wrong was so retarded, i picked the wrong one even tho i knew the answer. not like it matters lol. and i somehow managed to get full 6 points on the one question about neo-liberal institutionalist perspective on internationa organizations LOL. i said like 2 things that weren’t even exactly right. not complaining.
then met for research. asked the proffs about my letters of reference. one didn’t think i needed it until after graduation (?!?) the other just forgot, thought that they wrote it. so both are doing it by monday for me so i can pay another 4 dollars to have them sent out to UofR again. still, i don’t know why i’m bothering, when I don’t want the job. now i really feel almost obligated to take it if i get it, because i’m not going to have health insurance after graduation, and my parents are all freaking out about it. well a giant chunk of the country doesn’t have health insurance cuz the US is retarded in that regard…i think i could manage. but of course, it’ll be my first day without health insurance and my brain aneurism will finally erupt enough to cause me to need emergency medical treatment, or i’ll get in a car accident or something. figures.
i was in clinical and randomly thought of part of a dream i had last night. well first off i dreamed i had really nice long hair, it was beautiful. and i wanted to dye the bottom underneath layer bright red. but then i was like, no i can’t because everyone’s going to think i’m copying Ozzy. so I was going to dye it blue, but then i was like no i don’t even like blue i want to do it red. then there was some other dream about me transfering colleges twice in 2 days with a month left til graduation. and then some other part of a dream where i was telling someone about how great life in New Orleans is and how I’m going to move down there…because of the heat, the pace of life is slower, and that i’m tired of the fast paced life of the north east. that i was completely done with the north east and going to move down south….maybe that’s a psychic prediction. i’m almost sorta scared that i’ll really adore New Orleans and want to move down there…because it’s SO hot. I’d have to adapt.
in regards to my dream about my hair. i sorta do want to grow it long again. i dunno why. but in my dream i had beautiful hair, and i know it wouldn’t look like that in real life cuz my hair is too thick. in the dream it layed down all nicely, and was just really great. like shampoo commercial good hair. but i have too much hair, so if i did grow it out long again, like how it was before sophomore year, it’d just be dumb and puffy again. don’t like that.